Damien by Amanda Shelley

Author:Amanda Shelley [Shelley, Amanda]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Amanda Shelley, Inc.

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Vanessa

“Yes,” I whisper, tilting my face to meet his. With one hand, Damien grips the base of my neck as my other snakes around my waist, pulling me closer. “Mmmmm,” I moan as my fingers sprawl across the light dusting of hair on his chest. Damien feels incredible.

When his hand slips under my shirt, and his fingers run along my spine, I’m reminded of why we came in his room. Reluctantly breaking our kiss, I hastily pull my shirt over my head, tossing it to the floor.

Damien’s dark eyes widen in appreciation, and I feel even bolder than before. I’m entirely in uncharted territory, but I’ve read a lot of romance. For some reason, this man makes me feel confident in ways I’ve never imagined.

Sure, I’ve had sex before—hello, I’m a teenage mom. But I’m extremely limited in my experience.

Damien doesn’t even have to touch me for my breast to feel heavier and my bra tighter. Gazing at me with such adoration has my clit thumping and heart racing. I might not have had an orgasm without it being a solo mission, but I do know what it feels like to anticipate one.

Glancing at the bed, I’m reminded of just how long it’s been since I’ve had sex. Exactly nine months before Julia was born. I’d lost my virginity and gained a daughter all in one night. I don’t regret it for anything. But Damien should know, so if things progress that far, he can be prepared.

What if he doesn’t want to be with me once he finds out?

Damien senses my hesitation and completely misreads it.

“If you’d rather go back to the living room, I’m fine with that, too,” he offers.

Knowing the truth is the quickest way to put my fears at ease, I straighten my shoulders and begin, “No. I want to be here. But before things go any further, I think there’s something you need to know.”

The look of uncertainty that flashes across his beautiful features has me quickly spouting my truth to put his unease at rest. “I…” Where the fuck do I begin?

Just start with the beginning.

“I… need you to know something.” I look to the floor, hoping to find the answer for how to rip off the proverbial bandage and get this over with quickly.

With a finger, Damien lifts my chin to meet his eyes. “You can tell me anything, Vanessa. Please know that.”

“I’m sure you’ve been with lots of girls…” I start but stop as soon as I realize I don’t want to go down that slippery slope. I’d rather not think about him with other women right now.

“Okay…” he draws out, but neither confirms nor denies my accusation. When I remain quiet for longer than necessary, he attempts to prompt me with, “But….”

“But I haven’t…” Jesus Christ, just spit it out, Van. “I mean… I don’t have a lot of experience.”

A sexy, yet reassuring smile spreads across his lips. “This isn’t a competition, Van, and I’d rather not keep score.”

“Obviously, I’m not a virgin—with Julia and all—but the night I got pregnant was the one and only time I’ve had sex.

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